like an octpus slowly moving but the center its not a dot its a ring the center is not part of it encountering space before meaning where identity ego or form hasnt solidifed yet something ancient patient subconscious reaching into multiple layers of reality affected by subtle envs mysticism intuition higher consciousness liminal space between known and unknown existential emptiness place of potential not absence buddhist mystical idea of emptiness in truth feeling that identity is dissolving or questioned mysticism was bold reaching into multiple dimensions encounters with the unknown feel "alive" but not solidified mysticism direct experience or awareness of realities beyond ordinary perception felt intuited or intuited deeply rather than logically contact with hidden subtle spiritual dimensions third eye higher intuition spiritual insight being in touch with something vast unknown and deeply perceptive i saw my world a few times now "we know where you come from" i seem to "easily stop my heart now" just before didnt take long to activate ultra instinct mode